love is gone !

Near to the door he paused to stand
as he took his class ring off her hand
all who were watching did not speak
as a silent tearran down his cheek
and through his mindthe memories ran
of the moments they walked and ran in the sand
but now her eyes were so terribly cold
for he would never again have her to hold
they watched in silence
as he bent near
and whispered the words
"I love you" in her ear
as he put on his ring and wanted to die
and just then the wind began to blow
as they lowered her casket
into the snow...
this is what happens
to man alive...
his love is gone !

The Mysterious girl

I saw you sitting on the porch

your sparkling blue eyes

your incense bearing hair waving with the wind

Your beautiful

I was stunned by your presence

Blood rushing through evry vein gave me goosebumbs

you looked at me gave me a smile..

Oh god thats was the best moment of my life

Felt like my life had a meaning yeah i was in love

Time passed by you had to leave

the nxt day i came i saw nothin but a virgin land

Even the trees gushed out dew drops from their leaves

YOu never came

The Mysterious Girl i give you name...

My Paper Heart

My paper heart is bleeding

The yearning in the Paper heart

This confusion in my mind

The words ve left unspoken

Haunts me all the time

Everyday i watch pass by the emptiness in my life

and the whole in My paper heart where only you belong

Sometimes on those busy busy days

when you ve a thousand thigs to do let me glide slowly though your mind

and spent some time with you

In the quiet time

When you are surprised to fine me there

just remeber with the distance between us

I am still someone who cares...

BoReD !

Bored of Life

Bored of Death

BOred of pain

Bored of Pleasure

Bored of Internet

Bored of the word Fuck

Bored of my stupid luck

Bored of writing Poems

Bored of Getting Comments

Bored of Cheking my mail

Bored of trying to fail

Bored of failind to fail

Bored of Silly tales

Bored of Vodka

Bored of Whiskey

Bored of getting HIgh

Bored of trying to Die

Bored of the Ends!

Bored of the LOnely nights

Bored of days so Bright

Bored of typing like mad

Bored of being glad

Bored of studies

I am so bored , Wish i Dont Bore you with

poetry

Ha ha...

I ll be two steps behind you...

This ones for Naina a very special friend of mine.....


I will support you when the days seem so dark
when you feel that you cant stop the pain in your heart
I ll be there for you and i ll hold your hand
Together we ll make it out of this shadowland!
Never forget that i think of you often wondering how you are
and if you ve forgotten or if you are cryin alone with your pain
Thinking its hopeless that you are to blame....

I hope you arnt because it isnt your fault
you ve just become a victim to the bad side of love
Dont you worry dear cause it happens to most of people in their life
And it hurts a great deal worse then knife

I ll console you and help you to see
that although things seem awful one day you ll be free
Free from your heartache to go on with your life
I ll be there to see it and secretly mine
Just remember I ll Be two steps behind you....:)

Broken.

Falling for you was a bad mistake
I gave you my heart but not for you to break
But breaking my heart was exactly what you did
I gave you everything you wanted
Hell I m not that dumb
Dumb enough to fall for someone like you
How could you fix your mouth to say you love me
I treated you right you treated me like shit
Those good and bad memories I could never forget
No more sitting in my room crying
Because of your cheating your deceit your lying
All you put me through just made me stronger
I had to go couldnt stay with you any longer
Out of all of the fighting all of the stressing
The only thing you are good for is my lil blessing

I just can’t believe the shit I fell for
Like at 3 in the morning and you were just walking through the door
Laying in your bed waiting for you, I was so dumb…WHY??
Now because of you no girl has a chance
To even come at me with that fake romance
You put a hole in my heart that might never heal
Well maybe not now but one day it will
Again thank you for my joy growing inside of me
I‘m glad it’s over because now I can finally breathe!!!!

Sweetest Friend.......

I believe in angels the kind that heaven sends
I am surrounded by angels but I call them friends
And one of them is youuuuuu.......

Your the sweetest girl i ve ever seen
You are friendly kind and caring
Sensitive loyal and understanding
Humorous fun secure and true

Special accepting exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful with honest brown eyes
Confiding forgiving cheerful and bright
Yes that is you

Your one of a kind different from others
Appreciative warm and precious like gold
Our friendship wont tarnish or ever grow old
You ll always be there I know that is true

I ll always be here always for you catching your tears when you cry
Pulling you through when the tide is high
Just being there through your thick and thin
All just to say you are my "SWEETEST FRIEND"

The pursuit of Happiness!

Happiness is that which everyone longs
but so few of us actually get
Happiness is that which rights all wrongs
and leaves us without regret

Why then does happiness torture us so
when all we want is to feel
what happiness does in the lowest of low
when everything just seems too real

Happiness comes to so many of you
you who think it will always be there
Happiness leaves you without the clue
that living without is a nightmare

If happiness could be passed on
would you then give it to me
Will you then cry when it is gone
and realise what it is to feel lonely

Accidentally in Love....

I ve fallen for you and your wacky ways
My heart melts at your goofy smiles
My senses reel at your infectious laugh
I get lost inside your emerald eyes

My pulse beats to the rhythm of your breathing
My soul clings to yours in our every embrace
My head spins to the melody of your voice
I lose thought when I gaze at your beautiful face

I tried my best to avoid this situation
but accidents happen all the time
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
but since I did I'm glad you're mine

"First kiss"

Stuffling red faced and shy
we come closer
and our noses bump
Not knowing what will happen next our lips come together
A little tongue peeks out and caresses trembling lips
our bodies thrumb in anticipation

Time to catch our breath knowing we dont want it to end
we are back where we started
Minutes on the clock go back from 3 to 2 to 1
back at that second where the kiss begun
You look into my eyes you know wats in store
I smile as i look into you
I get the feelin of bliss
Baby i am MESMERIZED by your kiss

I couldn even speak
with a passion flowing free
sparks flew tat we could see
a touch so soft and tender
A kiss i could remember for my entire life
with this fire no kiss should lack
You left me wanting more
My soul you did explore
My heart with no longer pain
Oh! Darling kiss me once again

Love

I ve found what i was lookin for
it s you and your love and nothing more
Cause you ve given me the feeling of contentment
Which in my life i ve never
felt

It s so magical the things you ve made
To bring back my faith which almost fade
Now my lifes a dream come true it s all cause i was loved by you.

We are walkin on the shoreline
with our feet s gettin wet
the horizon turns pink as the sun begins to set
you are an angel on that white sandy shore
i hold you while thinkin i could want nothin more

I wish i could talk more til the end of the day
But now i am runnin out of things to say
i ll end up by line you already know
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WAT I COULD SHOW

Get a LIFE!

FOR EVERYONE WHO THINKS THEY ARE NOTHING BUT DOUCHEBAGS>>>>

The worst thing to do is lie to everyone especially yourself
dont be someone your not
say you have what you havent got
it leads to something bad
a life that is nothing but sad
then youll have certain thoughts
forgetting all of the good you have fore sought
look within yourself for a way out
never once doubt
that the last solution is a knife
it wont relieve any pain in your life
with each stroke of that blade
more problems is all that you've made
with every healing cut
you will feel as if it just isnt enough
and the permanent scars
will make you feel like loneliness is not far
so this i say to you

be your own person and dont change
it may just be your list of friends that you need to rear
ignore the personal opinions of stranger
& make sure that you're living a happy life

JUST GET A LIFE CHEER UP:)

The lonely White Pigeon

6 am standing on the gallery
wat do i see...a lonely white pigeon
people would fly pigeons like you
To carry their messages
People knot the string of sacred love
They would kiss them and expose them
In the air with blissful passion


You symbolise PEACE but i cant find it in you
Just fly... use your lovely wings and swing it in the air
But no it seems you are as lonely as me
Sittin idle on the branch of an old palm tree
I rejoiced for a bit that i ve got a company

Somewhere in my mind you call to me
A flutter of soft white wing
who knows your thoughts where you go
when gone
just sail myfriend through the sky
From dusk to early dawn....

Tomorrow at dawn when the wind is light
You can see your flock high in flight
Go be with them there s nothin out here
dont waste your time in this world of salvation,lies n treachery
for humans are sick n mundane
just fly my friend without fear

Next day at 6 me on my gallery
i see the old palm tree the White pigeon is gone:(
i feel sad my only friend has left, but happy for the pigeon too as its
sailing with its friends with the Wings of Victory........

Its hard enough just dealin with real life
I just cant do it my whole manhoods just been stripped
Im walkin these train trackstryin to regain back
the spirit I had fore I go back to the same crap
To the same plant and the same pants
i gotta move asap

i kiss my lil sister goodbye
i don wanna look back
i get upset coz i aint grew up yet
the pressures too much but m tryin to do wats best

And I try sit alone I cry
I wont tell no lie, not a moment goes by
That I dont pray to the skyplease I'm beggin you God
Please don't let me a prisoner like the guy in machinist

i feel like a lil sceptacle who i hang out with
But Ive learned, its time for me to U-turn
it only takes one time for me to get burned
Ain't no fallin no next time I meet a new girl
I can no longer play stupid or be immature

but m no more stupid
i wanna show wat this world needs
m no longer scared now m free as a bird
sorry mamma i m grown i must travel alone
i ll walk on the road of emtiness and give it a life till i die....